dang i miss this...

happy valentine's

via

so glad you're mine. I love you jray.

mountains & hand spun peach shakes

our trip:

so much good food// blue lemon stop that

toured la nay ferme// ah the smell of fresh basil

alpine slides// screamed the whole way down

hot tubbed// things about living in ny that you miss out on

game night// played real murder in the dark and nearly peed my pants

tried the chick fil a peach shake for the first time// blew my mind

checked out bridal veil falls// i miss open space

provo beach resort// kicked jordan's butt at skee ball but he smoked me at dance revolution

 saw a life sized scarlett poster// oh rhett

loved on lola// drove her around the parking lot in circles for a good 30 mintues

jordan joined insta// finally!

visited the sweet tooth fairy// hello nutella crepe cupcake, where have you been all my life?

wandered campus// go cougs

a pretty bomb celebration of 3 married years. j did some stellar trip planning and I was so grateful for it. I think there may be a little room in my heart for ut...
maybe, just maybe. 

"life makes love look hard"

thanks for those lyrics tswift. am I right thought? tswift speaks the truth! sometimes life really does make love look hard. through the fog of an unmade bed, tired limbs, piles of laundry or dishes, crowded streets, and just general business it can be hard to clearly see the lovely things life.

every so often I have to do a mental wind shield wipe of the all the stuff that's clouding my vision of what really matters or I find myself lost in a haze of mundane. and other times {like today} when I'm not expecting it at all a little reminder of love brings sunbeams that brighten up my fogged mind. it makes me want to be that bright part of J's day all his days too. and those little reminders of the love in my life make me want to be a better woman, friend, daughter, sister, aunt...

here's to the lovely things!